peace love skinny ^

August 19th, 2008

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8/19/08 07:47 am

ugh ate pasta last night.

god i hate myself......

but today i got my period.............. =)

so this shitts gonna be over soon. =)

gonna fast today and start abc tomarrow.

xoxo jane

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August 18th, 2008

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8/18/08 10:50 pm

i miss glenn and my bff ashleen and my life and the shops and...............

i miss martha's vineyard. =(

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Writer's Block: Running Things

8/18/08 10:46 pm

What would you change about your country if you could be in charge for a day?

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no mc donalds alowed!!!!!

(less fat people)

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8/18/08 10:31 pm

omg i havent eaten in like a billion hours and i feel hungry.

i love it!!!!!! =)

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8/18/08 08:52 pm

im feeling kind of homesick for martha's vineyard.

maybe i'll move back for thanksgiving?

just an idea. =)

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ugh. just got on the scale and i only lost one pound since binge day 2 days ago. 143.6 to 142.6. =(

so then i ate 5 140 cal cookies, so im gonna do a 24 hour fast. (basically not eat until tommarow.)

probably because it was under 1000 cals i'll lose another pound or two by then.

=)

xoxo jane

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August 17th, 2008

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8/17/08 07:18 pm

im gonna take a walk and a showwer and mayyybbeee be on later.

so basically

i love everyone and everything!!!!!!!! (except for my body....... ewwww im fat. lol.)

think thin

stay strong

xoxo jane

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what i want for my birthday

8/17/08 07:15 pm

i want to have lost like a ton of weight today after yesterday binge and walking around all day. like 3 pounds tommarow off the scale would be a nice present. =)

and by sept. 2nd i need to be 130 or less.

Thats what i want for my birthday.

because nothing else........... is as good as losing ten pounds in two weeks. =)

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8/17/08 07:08 pm

i had an awesome birthday!!!!!! went shopping for clothes and ate edspensive food.

well, only a little food. =)

and i got like a tonnnn of cash today. =)

more shopping tommarow too........

but today was awesome!!!!!!!! =)

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August 16th, 2008

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8/16/08 06:55 pm

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8/16/08 06:52 pm

i havent eaten in about 3 hours....... and my daddie says i can fast tommarrow if i want. =)

i love him.

so basically i dont want to eat for maybe a weeek, but definately not tommarow.

i dont want to eat until im skinny or at least two sizes smaller.

=)

so whatever life is good.

to keep my hands busy i've been on the computer and knitting......

i cant wait until school starts!!!!! =)

xoxo jane

p.s. i think im gonna post some thinspo............. =]

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8/16/08 02:33 pm

ugh i just ate so much food.

my birthday is tommarrow and all i am is just a fatass lard.

help me i cant stop eating!!!!!!!

=(

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8/16/08 08:57 am

last night i pigged out on a hugeeee bowl of pasta.......

so from now on i'm on a 500 calorie diet of fruits and veg until school starts. =)

on sunday im gonna buy something a size too small that would look amazing on me and on the first day of school i WILL BE THAT SIZE.

i swear that im not gonna be an 8 by then, im gonna be a 4!

i swear.

!!!!!!!

August 15th, 2008

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8/15/08 09:18 pm

i just took a 2 mile walk which makes it 3 miles total for the day. =)

im gonna go to bed soon and weigh myself in the morning..........

think thin

xoxo jane

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8/15/08 06:13 pm

ate like 1300 cals today.

was gonna skip dinner, but dad made a big jewish friday night dinner so i had a little pasta, a little veggies, and a little wine. =)

so i had already eaten 1000 so it put me up to 1300.

took a walk this morning and am gonna go do yoga. =)

wish me luck on the scale.........

xoxo jane.

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8/15/08 09:22 am

i know im gonna get a new boyfriend as soon as i start school though.

i really just want to fall in love again. =)

ya know what i mean?

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8/15/08 09:17 am

Dear ______.
Boy, if only you knew how much you mean to me. Ever since that day, I've been waiting out for you. I need to talk to you, I need to see you, I need to tell you that I'm sorry. I don't know if you're playing games, I don't know if you're not interested and I don't know if I'm just being paranoid. But it seems like you've lost all interest in me. You're my world, did you know that? And you wont talk to me. What I said that day was stupid. I didn't mean it. It's just that you're the sweetest boy I've ever met, and you deserve someone so much better than me. You deserve the world and you're settling for this. I regret ever hurting you. Because maybe we could have been something.

makes me think of glenn. before we chatted about stuff. =(

i miss him ; (

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8/15/08 09:00 am

ok well scale says 138.2 so thats good. get into the 137. somethings today is my goal.

i want to eat as little as possible today and tomarrow because sunday is my birthday. =)

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August 14th, 2008

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8/14/08 08:59 pm

ugh 138.8 im almost to my 1st gw of 130....... i need to get there in two weeks or before school starts. =)

thats a most deff goal i can acchieve!

i mean think about all the adorable boys that will me slobbering over me~~ =)

think thin xoxo jane

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8/14/08 08:37 pm

stuffed my face w/ cake today and still lost .4 pounds...... no purging no lax.

god i love veganism! =)

so that brings it to 138.8 and dropping........

my goal for tommarrow is 137 something.

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8/14/08 04:56 pm

ughhhh im pmsing today and i ate like a shittloaddddddd of vegan cake. i hope i still lose though because i havent eaten more than like uhhhhh........ 1500 cals?

xoxo jane

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8/14/08 06:51 am

im still 139.2 so im gonna eat 600 cals today so i can be like in the 138 somethings....... =)

just skip brekkie and only eat lunch and dinner each of 300 cals.

plus, i get to eat at whole foods market. =)

i hope i stay away from the samples.

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August 13th, 2008

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8/13/08 10:28 pm

just weighed again and im 139.2 lbs

thats good.

=)

i cant sleep. =(

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8/13/08 08:46 pm

140.8 pounds =(

139 point something by tomarrow! =)
thats my goal.

=)

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8/13/08 07:59 pm

tommarrow im gonna go for 600 cals.

wish me luck?

i can do that....... i've done it before. i just need to be in controll!!!!! =)

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8/13/08 07:30 pm

actually it turns out i ate 1500 and burned 500 at the gym. im gonna do some yoga later...... so

think thin

xoxo jane

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8/13/08 01:19 pm

i ate 800 cals today thats all a little more later if i feel like it...... its vegan so i lose everyday no matter what i eat!!!!

so im gonna go to the gym for about....... 2 hours..... so im gonna try to burn off 500+ cals. im a fatass so i can burn of crazzzzy cals at the gym!!!!! =)

so thats my plan for today..... its good right?

i really want to lose this weight.

i want to be thin NOW!!!!!!!!

=)

p.s. my mom says that because shes canceling my clothing allowance that i can have a lump sum of the cash for it when i visit so i have to be a size 00 by then so i can wear anything i want!~!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

~~think thin, thinner, thinnest~~

xoxo jane

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8/13/08 10:11 am

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8/13/08 10:09 am

on a new diet called veganism....... its amazing! the scale says i lost 3.5 pounds yesterday and i ate like 1300 cals yesterday!!!!!! =)

omg i love it. its the bestt.

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August 12th, 2008

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8/12/08 09:57 am

you know what i hate hate hate?

i have all of these really cool low rise jeans and cute tops and dresses..........

and theyre all a size 2/4 and they dont fit.

i want to be skinny already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

August 11th, 2008

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8/11/08 07:27 pm

if i ate 1500 cals and exorcised like crazy could i still lose weight?

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8/11/08 06:18 pm

had an effing 1000 cals today.

tomarrow is gonna be like a lot less + go to the gym tommarrow.

but i did walk around a lot today in the mall and around..... so i guess i'll still lose. =(

i want to just get all of this disgusting fat off of me all ready!

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August 10th, 2008

american apparel ads

8/10/08 02:10 pm

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8/10/08 02:05 pm

i was gonna fast today but i ended up having a smoothie....... it was like 300 cals....... fudgeeeeeee. =(

cuz my dad was like looking at me while he was eating his sandwich........ =(

well whatever i guess its ok for today.

no binging and no purging though, which is good.

and its a liquid...... so its kinda like a liquid fast.

im so sad though because it totally ruined my day!!!!!! =(

i stole it from someone elses journal.... but i love it too much not too! =P

8/10/08 12:24 pm

thinspo-1.jpg thinspo image by just_me_deal

thinspo25.jpg Thinspo image by pandallamastew

z58576431.jpg thinspo image by just_me_deal

realgirl605.jpg used image by she-flies-close

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realBWglasses.jpg used image by she-flies-close

n1241370139_30119888_3211.jpg used image by she-flies-close

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Writer's Block: Invisibility On

8/10/08 11:31 am

What would you do if you were invisible for 24 hours?

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get on a plane to boston
get on a bus
get on a ferry to marthas vineyard
and see glenn

=)

im such a wierdo.

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8/10/08 11:07 am

im so sick of binging.
im so sick of being the fat girl.
im so sick of my thighs touching.
im so sick of eating.
im so sick of looking at thin people and wishing i could be more like them.

im starting a fast today.... at least three weeks (when school starts)

because i just cant stand it. =(

August 9th, 2008

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8/9/08 05:02 pm

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8/9/08 04:04 pm

p.s. glenn does love me but we cant be together because i went to live with my dad three days after i finally chatted with him about it. =)

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8/9/08 04:02 pm

800 cals for today.

goals: 140 or under by monday

135 or under by friday.

peace love skinny

July 11th, 2008

me and elmo!!!!!!

7/11/08 11:27 am

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7/11/08 10:51 am

z64329819.jpg thinspo image by wishing_tobe_perfect

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girl, snake, thin, thinsperation, thinspo

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July 4th, 2008

where did it go?

7/4/08 05:44 pm

i told you i loved you
and you didnt even care.
what happened to
our love affair?

you said it before me,
before i knew
the only boy i wanted was you.

and now your gone,
what can i do
to fix this mess
or start over new?

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broken heart, glenn, love

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June 28th, 2008

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6/28/08 04:35 pm

lost 2.5 pounds yesterday!!!!!!!!

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weight loss

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June 27th, 2008

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6/27/08 06:26 pm

i myspaced glenn like a month ago....... and im like basically i dont think u love me i dont want to be friends with you now..........

and guess what he sent back!!!!!!!

what are you talking about?

i think the boy loves me after all.

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Writer's Block: The Bad Habit

6/27/08 12:56 pm

Talk about a habit that you just cannot break.

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posting on livejournal.............. its just too much fun!!!!!!!

its hard to hide from my family though.

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June 26th, 2008

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6/26/08 10:06 am

I AM -
[x] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic (laxatives, little bit of gagging and of course exorcise)
[] living off diet pills (got busted a while back........ had to go to mental hospital. =( )
[x] hungry
[]thirsty
[x] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs (I wish)
[] wanting to be "under-100-by end of june"(100 by my birthday august 17...... great present, huh? =D)
[x] starving yourself
[] participating in a fast with other people

PEOPLE -
[] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[X]call me fat
[] say i'm too skinny
[x] say i'm ugly
[x] say i'm pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[x] say i eat too much
[] wish i'd stop
[] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] i was THIN
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn't have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[x] i was under 100lbs
[x] i could avoid food
[] i could hide what i am
[x] i wasn't fat (I think i am...)
[x] i was pretty
[] i could stop

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[] shaking
[] being weak, because i know i'm losing weight
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet soda
[x] coffee
[x] laxatives
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself